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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Another day at the office

I'm getting closer and closer to that feeling that going to work is 'normal'. I'm to the point now where waking up and thinking about work isn't a majorly stressful event in and of itself. Which means I'm getting my confidence back. Trouble is, I'm still in the stage where as soon as I realize that I'm NOT all that nervous, I think I'm being overconfident and start to stress just because I think I HAVE to. Once that stage passes and I can get up, go to work, and not really notice it, I'll be back officially into the groove.

Things are crazy but stable at home. Faith and Mari have been really wonderful lately, and we hope they keep it up. Twins have been a little less consistent in sleeping, but even if they're getting up at 4, they're going back down. So we haven't had any truly awful nights for a long long time.

I've also been back at work long enough to start thinking about attacking the Tennessee videos. I feel bad that there are people who have probably given up on the blog, because let's be honest...hearing me talk about my mental state going back to work isn't why people check in. They want to hear about the babies and the big girls and see pictures and videos...so I'm going to try to make an effort to put some more stuff of that nature up this week. Keep checking in.

Thanks for still reading!