Freedom

Just wanted to express the joy I feel being free of Facebook. On several occasions today, in between filling out sub applications, I nearly clicked on facebook out of habit. Then, upon remembering that I didn't have to do it any more, I felt this surge of excitement at all the things I could do INSTEAD. It felt really good. Scary how much time I wasted on that thing.

Okay, okay. I know, shut up already. Sorry. I just hadn't expected that particular reaction. And it's not like I filled up that time with anything else particularly worthwhile anyway. I can imagine the possibilities I'd open to myself if I gave up the internet altogether. I think...I could rule the world.

Anyway, things continue to be going well around here. My mood fluctuates from petrified to excited about 50 times a day. The one thing I don't feel is calm. I look forward to calm again. I really do. Someday. Someday. But it certainly beats depressed.

God bless all,
Matt