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Saturday, May 28, 2011

The Whirlwind

Hello again all,

As predicted, facebook has killed my blog. But fear not, the day is approaching when I will cease and desist from using the accursed social media and return to expressing myself through this blog.

The job search continues, but with a quiet reserve instead of a frantic desperation. I want more than anything to continue teaching music, but am working through the painful process of accepting the reality that it's probably not going to happen...at least in the near future.

There will be a trip to Hilton Head, but the Disney/Fort Myers part of that vacation has been cancelled, so that the money set aside for that can possibly be used for moving expenses...or to keep us financially afloat in the event that neither Steph or I can land a job.

The kids continue to be a handful, but a wonderful handful. The biggest sadness about all this job business is that I have had my attention dragged away from the light of my life, my family. But now that the door has closed on my previous position, I am ready to devote myself fully to being the family man I have not been able to be for 2 months.

This has been a trying time but in looking back on my performance in this trial by fire, I give myself not a standing ovation but a silent nod of approval. Made some mistakes, but above all, stayed true to myself, my morals and ethics.

Those of you on facebook, that will probably continue to be the primary method of communication...just more secure posting info there until things get settled.

God bless you all!

Matt and family

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

We are still here

The blog is not being updated. A wise friend pointed out that in this digital age, I need to be careful about what gets posted on the blog when I'm conducting a job search. For that reason (and the fact that finding a job is a full-time job) the blog has been put in storage for the time being. As mentioned before, I am reluctantly using facebook to keep people informed, so please find information on our family situation there, if you are so inclined.
We all look forward to the time when things settle down once again and we are able to concentrate on the little things once more. We are in the whirlwind and trusting in God to guide us through.
Thanks to all for your continued thoughts, prayers, and support.

Matt and family

Sunday, March 13, 2011

In other news

Just in time for interview season, I am at my lowest weight since 2003ish. And it's being done healthily, on the Matt diet. I will have to explain the Matt diet sometime.

Since my blimpiest point, when I was somewhere around 255 pounds in the summer of 2008, I was down to 192 this afternoon. Now, I proceeded to stuff my face full of dad's great carnitas at dinner, so I'll be back up. Have to go dig up an old photo for a nice before and after shot.

FYI, at 192 pounds, my wedding ring starts randomly falling off, and I am starting to need a belt for the size 38 jeans. Feels good.

It's Sunday night. Another week is starting. Here goes nothing...

Matt

Saturday, March 12, 2011

From Sea to Shining Sea...

...the job search is underway.

For the sake of my career and family, I have bitten the bullet and started using facebook. I don't like it, but I already have made possible connections in 2 states that I would not have had otherwise. So, it's serving its purpose.

All is as well as can be. Our faith is strong and will see us through a challenging time. Keep us in your thoughts and prayers.

Matt

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Event Horizon?

Hello all. Things are still happening, but in a lot of ways, we are all sort of living in stasis until we know what there is to know about the job situation. Thus, I just haven't felt a great desire to keep the blog up to date. One way or the other, once news comes in (we expect SOMEthing within a month or so at worst) things will start to pick up here. We have done all we can do. My resume is updated, and a working cover letter is drafted and ready to be sent to any place in the country that might be in the market. We have done preliminary basic research on other places in the country that might be decent places to live.

Now here's hoping we don't need any of it.

God bless,
Matt

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Are We the Same?

At Christmas, pretty much the only thing I asked for was as usual money and/or gift cards to buy more music. Amazon, iTunes, etc. Did pretty well. Actually, great. Ended up being able to purchase 18 new albums.

Now for me, this is 'kid in a candy store' time. Sadly, I never have time to listen except at the end of the day, and I usually last about 5-10 minutes before I crash. So it takes a while. But it's a wonderful feeling for me, knowing that I have SO
MUCH new music that I can't actually remember all I got.

Now, this process is often quite fascinating. Because often the new music jogs my memory of other things I haven't listened to for a while, and sends me running back to the archives to rediscover old forgotten music. And often the stuff that barely made the cut to be purchased ends up being the unexpected gem.

So, to be specific, because I know you care: Here's what I ended up getting, sorted more or less by category:

Prog Rock:

Spock's Beard - "X"
The Flower Kings - "Back in the World of Adventures"
The Flower Kings - "The Rainmaker"
The Flower Kings - "Flowerpower"

More Traditional Alternative/Rock:

Ed Kowalcyzk - "Alive"
The Tragically Hip - "We Are the Same"

Post-rock/Post-metal:

Mogwai - "Mr. Beast"
Explosions in the Sky - "How Strange, Innocence"
Sigur Ros - "Agaetis Byrjun"
Russian Circles - "Enter"
God is an Astronaut - "The End of the Beginning"
Caspian - "The Four Trees"
Jonsi - "Go"

Other:

The Album Leaf - "In a Safe Place"
Tristeza - "Dream Signals in Full Circles"
A Northern Chorus - "Bitter Hands Resign"
Esmerine - "If Only a Sweet Surrender to the Nights to Come Be True"
Ulrich Schnauss - "Goodbye"

The "Other" category blurs into the post-rock somewhat, with the exception of Ulrich Schnauss which is electronica. So. Diverse list. And I've been through a bit of it.

But the fascinating thing is that I can't seem to get myself to stop listening to the Tragically Hip album. "We Are the Same" blows me away. And The Hip have always been just barely on my radar. I have a lot of their albums because their stuff is always INTERESTING, if not always rewarding on a strictly musical level. Lyrically, Gord Downie has the same ability as Michael Stipe at his best - using words to create a affecting image that just burns itself into your brain and sticks with you. They do it in different ways...Stipe's imagery is, to me, more poetic and abstract, whereas Downie often paints a clear picture, almost a prose narration of a situation, suspended in time, and brimming with uncertain meaning. For me personally, I think 2 things kept me from really connecting with the Hip the same way I always have with R.E.M. For one thing, being such a consciously Canadian band, often the Hip's specific images and references are lost on me, and require research and digging to understand (much like with Midnight Oil's Australian imagery). But also, I just never thought the music was on the same level as the lyrics. With R.E.M. almost every song is interesting enough musically to be a good instrumental. My understanding is that's the way they write - songs are only given to Stipe once they're fleshed out and interesting enough to stand on their own in a sense. That's where, at its best, the richness of R.E.M.'s music comes from. With the Hip...I was never blown away by the compositions. Oddly enough, part of the appeal to me was the intellectual lyrics thrown into sharp relief against a somewhat pedestrian musical backdrop, like reading a philosophy textbook accompanied by classic rock instrumentals. At its best, it worked very well, but it wasn't fully satisfying.

But this album, wow. And it's not so much that the music is better or that it's brilliant now, but this is the first album of theirs where to ME everything actually seems like a unified whole - deep, rich, and complete. Everything belongs to and complements something else. It's a really satisfying listen, beginning to end.

And I read that a lot of fans hated it - too mellow, too soft...and I suppose if that's where you're coming from I can understand the hesitation. After all, when Bob Mould put out "Modulate" I had some soul-searching to do - was this techno stuff even still really the same person? What it came down to for me was asking if this was still a Bob Mould song, now that it had a backbeat instead of a wall of guitars? Did I love the songwriting or just the sound I had become accustomed to? Once I could recognize the writing beneath the sound, the choice was easy. On the other hand, I had to sadly walk away from Poi Dog Pondering after "In Seed Comes Fruit" because they had fundamentally altered and watered down their songwriting at the expense of the new sound.

But back to the Hip. "We Are the Same" does sound different, but it's clearly still the Hip. My goodness, "Frozen in My Tracks" is quintessential, and it's not what I would call gentle. What they've managed to do is finally fulfill their own sound's potential so well that they transcend it. And for me, the final effect has been that I am going back, relistening to the older songs with new ears, and they all make a lot more sense to me now. This album has managed to do something amazing - it has clarified their entire back-catalogue for me. And moved them up on my list, to where right now today, I could say they are one of my favorite artists. Top 5? Let's see how that looks:

In no particular order:

Roger Clyne and the Peacemakers
Glen Phillips
The Flower Kings
R.E.M.
The Tragically Hip?

Hmmm...

I think a lot will depend on the next album. If the next album sounds and feels more like "In Between Evolution" and "Music@Work"...then I guess I'm missing the point here and it will still be just a band I listen to on the perimeter of my musical universe.

This was an unusual post, but maybe gives people an inkling what goes on in my mind when I'm listening to stuff. Take it for what it's worth. I gotta go work.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Indefinite hiatus?

Sure seems that way. Been a busy wild month as always. We've come through the holiday season unscathed once more.

Nothing too eventful to report at this point. It was, as always, wonderfully recharging to be with the family so much, and it was, as always, incredibly challenging at times too.

The kids are growing up at their own pace and in their own way, and while there is obcviously some sadness to that, I can also feel myself wearying of the 'little kid' jobs that I have to do so often. The golden moment of Faith and Mari being able to get themselves up on Saturdays, grab some cereal and go downstairs to watch tv without our help is on the horizon. The twins are suddenly interested in the potty book again, and the thought of never having to buy another diaper again is also foremost in my mind. Things are changing in bittersweet ways. But the sweet is feeling really sweet right now.

As far as the other big changes, we're still just watching and waiting. Yes, this time next year things could be a LOT different, in terms of jobs, and much as we hate to admit it, even location. We're hoping things don't go that way, of course, but if my position is eliminated it's sure going to be hard to find another one in Ohio. But, thinking about this future that is out of my control only adversely affects the present, so I keep focused on the task at hand. I still have a job now and I do all I can to do it to the best of my ability. Hopefully I will continue to be able to do it for a long long time.

Hopefully we can keep up on the blog as things develop. A belated happy new year to all. God bless!

Matt

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Ramblings

A few thoughts.

Christmas shopping is never easy.

Shopping for kids who are old enough to actually understand and have an opinion is even harder.

Shopping for boy/girl twins is also exceedingly challenging - do you get stuff for both? For one or the other? Are you being too 'traditional gender role' with the gifts?

Shopping for Hannah is the hardest of all.

And the real issue here is that it seems like 90% of what's out there is JUNK JUNK JUNK!!! God bless online customer reviews or we'd waste a lot of money. I seriously think it is every American's duty to write online reviews of every product they buy. I have been remiss in this and plan to spend a couple weeks after Christmas reviewing everything we get. But back to the point: We'll see something that looks like a great idea, a cool gift, and then innocently check those reviews and discover that it's without fail, practically broken out of the box. SO frustrating! Why can't companies make quality products? Of course, some do...and then those things are priced through the roof. And it's especially frustrating to see that megacorporations are the worst of all. I mean, in case you haven't figured it out, almost everything made by...ummm...better talk in code here..."El Raton" let's say...is a piece of total garbage. But they can do it, because they'll lure in hapless gift-givers who haven't learned yet. Makes me sick.

Anyway, back to us. My freetime is now spent completely, every day, thinking about finishing our shopping. I love the holidays, I love giving to the kids, I love the discovery...but it's a lot more work than it used to be. A little nostalgia is being felt for sure...but, I don't spend too much time pining for the old days. Time only moves one way.

In professional news, I applied and was selected to help re-write the Ohio Arts Standards. Pretty exciting...well, not really, it will probably actually be some seriously dry work. But I'm seriously glad to have the opportunity to be involved in something at this level. Hopefully I'll have something meaningful to contribute.

That's all for now. Enjoy the season everyone!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Happy Thanksgiving! School Pics

Thanksgiving is here - and for those of you who know all about Zek, you will be glad to know that we've already had to clean up some vomit today. Ahh, the holidays!

Anyway, been meaning to post the kids' school pics for a while now - absolutely amazing how well they ALL turned out. Even Hannah is smiling, though she looks trademark Hannah-weird.

Here they are:






And lastly, about the funniest thing you're likely to see today. On Tuesday, Faith had to go with Steph to get a background check for a tutoring job she's starting. Of course this meant Steph had to explain to Faith what a background check is. So, in Faith's wonderful yet odd imagination, later that night, she was pretending and offered to do a background check on Steph. Here is the result:






Happy Thanksgiving all! Enjoy the holiday!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Storm Clouds

Trouble is afoot in our world.

The Three Letters of Doom have now been officially dropped into the mix at work. RIFs are on the table.

And in this economic climate...you can bet that Music at the elementary level is not going to be considered a high priority. Just out of curiosity, I did a google search to this effect this morning and found no shortage of stories about elementary music, art, and PE programs being cut all across the country.

We'll have a chance to meet with the powers that be after Thanksgiving break. While nothing official is likely any time soon, I don't expect it to be good news.

As many of you who read this thing know, I had a fairly serious bout with depression the last time I found myself out of work.

However, I do NOT expect that to happen again. Steph and I talked about it this morning, and we agree - things have changed a LOT since then, we are both different people now - stronger, wiser, more confident and...with more serenity. I will hopefully have a chance to elaborate on that whole area in the coming days.

I will of course keep everyone informed as I know more. Thoughts and prayers always appreciated, and of course, be thankful for what you have.

Matt